when everything going bad.

i feel like not usually I am.. feel different with anybody around me.. I still healing from my sick (sniffles, headache and cough) and it's really terrible.
i feel bored here... i want to going home, but i can't, because i live here.
i want home.. home.. home..
i want together with my friends, my family and so on.
i don't want to be here..
i can't imagine, if my boyfriend ignore my. perhaps i really want back to Jakarta soon.
hmm... but he loves me so much. so, i feel not lonely even though i really bored here..