if someone ask me .. "are you ok?" so i said "no! i'm not ok."
why? look around you. people always see you in happiness conditions, good situation.
ya. and you should know it's seems to be the hardest word.
I just feel lonely. no.. I just feel missing my moments in my past.
I was crying when i remember my last my past story about my life.
and i don't understand why I'm here?? what i've to do here?
I miss my friends
I miss my family so much
I miss my self
I miss my moment in my life time
sometimes I would like to disappear forever. but I couldn't.
from 2004 until 2010 that's really best years. I'm not sure why. but, i believe if God give me a chance to change my
past life. it must be different now.
but.. I realize. I woke up from my bad dreams about this..
I have to be good and struggle to reach up all the things i want to reach.
and I believe, everything that i have done make me use full and mature
make me know about everything do or don't.
thanks for my experience
thanks for my past life
thanks for everything that you gave to me. And make me tough to do my life for my future.